Friday, 13 December 2013


OUT NOW on Secret Cravings Publishing website and Amazon UK and US.

Desires Secrets Blurb
Two and a half years after her first visit to Desires, Stacie Clifford’s life has done a 180. Settled and happy with her beloved Dan, baby Ryan has completed their lives.
When Dan suggests revisiting Desires for some sexy couple time away, Stacie is unaccountably cautious until she finds that Angel will not be there. She didn’t know why, but she always had a gut feeling that Angel was not to be trusted. With Angel out of the way, she and Dan, together with their good friends Jason and Chrissie, proceed to indulge in the many and varied delights of Desires. Stacie even decides to explore some of her own secret fantasies.
But events soon take a dramatic turn, threatening to shatter Stacie’s new, happy life. What secrets lurk inside the walls of Desires?


Friday, 22 November 2013

Please welcome to my blog the amazing Emily, telling us all about her new book, please sit back, grab a coffee and a biscuit and enjoy this post.

The Guardian of my Soul

Soul’s Desire Series

Book 1



Emily A. Lawrence



“The Guardian Of My Soul” is the first book in the Soul’s Desire Series, and tells the story of Kristen and Alec, two people who struggle with one another, as well as with their own fears and insecurities.




Book blurb:


Some have said “The Guardian of my Soul” is “The Bodyguard” meets “Taming of the Shrew”, a compelling look at two people who find they have more in common than they ever dreamed.

Kristen Mancuso, daughter of a renowned fashion designer has everything her heart desires, and yet she’s still unhappy. After her father’s death, her mother’s overprotectiveness has prevented Kristen from choosing her own path in life, and she often feels as if she's a prisoner in her own home. Kristen thought her twenty-first birthday would magically bring her the freedom she craved. She was wrong. When her mother hires Alec Warner to be her personal bodyguard, Kristen rebels against it, unaware of the true reasons why he’s needed and the very real danger threatening her safety. Having someone shadow her every move is the last thing she wants. Alec is handsome, intimidating and determined to stand between Kristen and anyone who would harm her.

Kristen doesn’t know what to do with Alec. She’s drawn to him, and while he is committed to his job, he refuses to allow her to control him the way she does with other men. Their relationship is volatile and explosive, yet they discover they have more in common than they ever dreamed. Together they face demons from their past and secrets which could tear them apart.

Alec and Kristen fight their attraction for one another, but that’s one battle where losing may very well give them everything their souls desire…


*Warning: intended for mature audiences 18+




The heady smell of male fragrance filled my senses and my heavy eyelids jerked open. In a corner of my moonlit room Alec sat quietly in an armchair. I jumped with a start the moment our eyes met, the throbbing in my chest almost suffocating me.

He stood up and walked toward me gracefully, visibly not affected that I’d caught him in my room staring at me in the middle of the night.

I looked at him speechless and grabbed the blanket, pulling it up to my neck. I clenched my fists around it to block his view of my eager body.

“What are you doing here?” My voice was soft and trembling.

He gazed at me, but didn’t answer. He climbed next to me in bed and I scooted to the far edge of it, but he was faster and lowered himself on top of me, trapping me beneath him. His eyes were glued to my mouth and I knew he was about to kiss me.

Strangely, I didn’t protest and when his lips brushed mine I gently parted them to allow his tongue to join the game. I loved the swirl of his tongue against mine and my arms wrapped around his neck, welcoming him.

The unfathomable physical attraction and the sexual tension floating in the air were enough to make me lose my head and allow him to do things I would have normally forbidden him to do.

A sob tore through my throat as he kissed me with searing passion, his hot body melting into mine and pressing me against the mattress. Threading his fingers through my long hair, he released my mouth and nibbled my earlobe, eliciting a soft moan from me. Next, he traced a line along the curve of my neck, leaving a trail of wet kisses all the way to my chest. With deft fingers he grabbed the soft fabric of my nightgown and pulled it down, exposing my breasts and hardened nipples. His hot breath fanned over them and his sexy groan sent a shock wave of pleasure racing through me, bursting out toward my fingers and toes. When his lips locked around one nipple I sobbed out loud with relief and impatience. He bit it gently in response, arousing me beyond my belief.

Alec’s hand reached beneath my nightgown and he groaned when he found no underwear to stop him. My legs spread of their own accord when he began touching me intimately, probing at my liquid center, expertly circling my most sensitive spot. I ground myself against his hand and next thing I knew he’d slipped down there, pushing my thighs wider still, his eyes feasting greedily on my smooth, creamy skin. Alec buried his face into me and licked feverishly until my legs wobbled. Reaching down, I passed my fingers through his hair, all the while biting my lips to muffle my cries of pure bliss.

Alec looked up at me and I was captured in his gaze. I watched him watching me as he sucked and nipped at me until I felt myself falling. The sensation became so intense I just had to close my eyes.


Buy links:

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Author bio:

Emily A. Lawrence lives in Transylvania with her family, hence her love for vampires and paranormal books. She is extremely passionate about fiction and has been writing stories, mostly fan fiction, for years now, but only began thinking seriously about publishing approximately a year ago. Having her family's support, and encouraged by friends and fellow authors, she pursued her dream of becoming a published author.


Emily loves creating new characters with whom readers can identify themselves, and losing herself in their worlds. Usually, she writes contemporary romance in three heat levels: sweet, sensual and erotic. However, she would like to try her hand at other genres one day, such as paranormal or mystery.


When she's not writing, she enjoys traveling and experiencing new cultures, new sceneries, food and meeting new people, or simply reading a good book.



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Thank you, Holly, for hosting me on your blog today! J

Monday, 11 November 2013

Sexy Erotic Xciting: S.E.X. Review~ Touching Angel's Desire by Holly J....

Wow check out this amazing review for book 2 of the Desires series.

Sexy Erotic Xciting: S.E.X. Review~ Touching Angel's Desire by Holly J....: Blurb Angel’s life was one big, long, dream come true. Young, beautiful, sexy, and in charge of Desires—the best sex club in the country....

Saturday, 2 November 2013

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Sexy Erotic Xciting: S.E.X. Review~ Desires by Holly J. Gill & Nikki Bl...: Blurb Desires—a place where fantasies are made flesh and dreams become real. From BDSM to being a dog, Desires can provide it with bells ...

Wednesday, 23 October 2013

I am participating in Sable Hunter's Halloween Blog Hop with many wonderful prizes and the main event takes place on the 26th. I would like to thank Debbie Workman for inviting me to the event and I have managed to win some amazing prizes and seen some fantastic posts, well done!
Let me tell you a little about myself. I live in the UK, wife and mum of three older children, I work in the care sector, enjoy socializing, listening to music, watching movies and mostly reading and writing.
Now here is a picture of me and my children, all dressed up and ready to have a wicked night out. We were invited to my friend Halloween party, and well choosing the costumes, that took forever and then actually getting ready, took... well me hours.

We arrived at the party happy and excited. My typical garb? What else? A horny devil!

We were walking to the driveway when we saw a zombie behind the caravan with blood shot eyes and blood pouring out his mouth. It looked almost real. Then our hostess (wearing a mask) and her partner jumped out the caravan, scaring me and my family half to death. Once recovered from the shock, we continued to the house hearing ghostly sounds. There was a witch with a cauldron on the porch, cackling. cob-webs graced the entire all over the front porch, spiders (eeekkk), even little fingers. It looked amazing. We felt it was going to be a awesome evening.

It was only when we entered the house that we realized that no one else was in a Halloween costume! Not even our hostess! Her partner had a mask which he kept taking off. The Halloween theme continued throughout the house, but no-one was dressed up for the event. They made brothels and cakes decorated in Halloween features, but that was it. The kids and I were not only embarrassed, but also gutted. I received many comments thrown at us about our get-up, and....what else can I say?

Question to be in the chance of winning a copy of Desires. Have you experienced any such events, or felt humiliated and wanted to bury your head. Please comment leaving your e-mail address and I will contact a winner Friday.

 The Desires series, please check them out!!

And coming Soon book 3


Thursday, 29 August 2013

I am delighted to welcome a very good friend to my blog Isobelle Cate. She has stopped by to share with us her new masterpiece Rapture And Midnight, available now on Amazon.

About Isobelle:


Isobelle Cate is a woman who wears different masks.  Mother-writer, wife-professional, scholar-novelist.  Currently living in Manchester, she has been drawn to the little known, the secret stories, about the people and the nations:  the English, the Irish, the Scots, the Welsh, and those who are now part of these nations whatever their origins.  Her vision and passion are fuelled by her interest and background in history and paradoxically, shaped by growing up in a clan steeped in lore, loyalty, and legend. 


Isobelle is intrigued by forces that simmer beneath the surface of these cultures, the hidden passions, unsaid desires, and yearnings unfulfilled.

Blurb for Rapture at Midnight:

There is an on-going war between two breeds of immortal warriors who carry human, vampire, and werewolf blood, the Cynn Cruor and the Scatha Cruor. The Cynn Cruor want to live in harmony with human race. The Scatha Cruor want to enslave them.

Finn Qualtrough, a Cynn Cruor warrior is on a mission to find Dac Valerian, the leader of the Scatha Cruor responsible for the deaths of many including that of his parents. When he pursues three Scatha Cruor warriors who can lead him to Dac, he happens upon a woman who awakens a desire to claim her as his own.

She is the very essence of his immortal life.

Eirene Spence is an insomniac and a computer genius who loves walking in the park at midnight. She stumbles upon the Scatha Cruor and is almost killed until a handsome stranger rescues her.  His touch ignites a hunger inside her that only he can satisfy.

He is her soul.

By some twist of fate, one of Eirene’s clients is Dac Valerian. She is able to tell Finn and the rest of the Cynn Cruor where Dac is hiding. Now Dac wants her dead.

Will Finn be able to keep Eirene alive and at the same time fulfill his mission? Will Eirene’s wish to be part of Finn’s life come true knowing that he is destined for someone else?




Finn's chest constricted with an unfamiliar emotion. The desire to please Eirene and see her happy replaced the need to simply slake his lust. There was a fissure on the wall he had built around his heart, allowing a ray of tenderness for the woman beneath him to shine through. He intensified the kiss and at the same time thrust hard into her. She cried out against his mouth, her breath harsh and staccato like. Finn moved, in and out, swiveling his pelvis against hers. Eirene lifted her hips, her head falling back in ecstasy. She made small sounds every time Finn's pelvis moved against hers with quick thrusts.

Finn looked down at Eirene's body, from her breasts and puckered nipples down to her stomach and her trimmed mound. Her entire body was flushed with the aura of intense arousal. He groaned when her channel clamped around his cock. Eirene's breasts quivered faster and faster as Finn thrust harder and deeper, eliciting deeper moans and cries from her. He leaned over to latch onto Eirene's exposed neck. He kissed and licked until he gently sucked the skin over her pulse, bringing the vein into sharp relief. He sucked hard without using his fangs.

“Yes!” Eirene turned her head giving him her neck.

The taste of her blood filled Finn's mind, exploding through his neurons.

Along with her taste came an astounding piece of knowledge.   

Eirene was a Cynn Cruor mate.

The question now was whether she was his. His scent needed to be on her when a Cynn Cruor brethren smelled her. It was a scent undetectable by a purely human nose. If he marked her, then whether she accepted it or not, she belonged to him. She was his mate.

The taste of her salty, sweet skin drove him wilder. He knelt on both knees as he covered Eirene's body with his. Finn held on to her hips, thrusting harder, deeper, and faster. He groaned as his balls tightened, slapping against her backside. Eirene's cries came in puffs of ecstasy until she screamed her climax. Her weeping sex throbbed and gripped Finn's manhood in a snug vice, milking him as he went in and out until he growled and finally shouted his release against Eirene's neck, calling out her name. His seed spurted into her womb, bathing and warming it. His heartbeat pounded inside his ribcage, the warmth of their coupling spreading through him like the fire in a forge. He held himself up over Eirene with both his arms braced beside her head. He was about to withdraw from her when she placed her hands on his hips.

“Please don’t go,” she said softly. “Not yet.”

Finn let his forehead dip against Eirene's even as she lifted her mouth for a long and sensual kiss. Eirene's arms crept under his arms and over his back. By the Ancients, he loved the way her hands smoothed over his sweat-slicked skin. He felt her racing heart slowly turn to a semblance of normalcy as his own heartbeat thrummed back to a slower pace.



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Wednesday, 31 July 2013

Isobelle Cate: Welcome Ms Holly J Gill!

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Monday, 29 July 2013

The Desires Series
by Holly J. Gill &
Nikki Blaise
Both books out NOW from Amazon and coming very soon
Desires Secrets
Her only desire was to gain her confidence, sexually. She joined a sex club for guidance Yet once the contract was signed, Stacie was left in a delicate position falling for her tutor Dan McVeigh, but was he only in it for the money?
Touching Angel’s Desires, takes you on the remarkable journey of a woman’s obsession over a man she falls deeply in love with. Only she finds her world being shattered when his head is turned in another direction. This book is based on the fact that no matter how vindictive you are, you don’t always get what you want.

Tuesday, 16 July 2013

Isobelle Cate: Love in Her Dreams out NOW!! with Secret Cravings

Isobelle Cate: Love in Her Dreams Comes out Tomorrow!: After a long wait, my first erotic romance book comes out tomorrow! The anxiety is killing me. I'm sure every writer goes through m...

Sunday, 30 June 2013

Isobelle Cate: Coming out in July!

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Tuesday, 18 June 2013



Monday, 10 June 2013

Here I am in the local paper promoting Touching Angel's Desires, well both my books :)

Tuesday, 4 June 2013

5 star review on Amazon for Touching Angel's Desires. So delighted she captured the lesson to be learned in this erotic fiction

Unpredictably Good -Touching Angel's Desires by Holly J. Gill and Nikki Blaise

When I read this book I was expecting Angel to finally find someone for herself. In Desires, she was the unflappable owner of the sex club of the same name. I thought that this was a love story that would give her a Happily Ever After. But I was wrong.

This is indeed a love story but not what I expected. It was a story about loving someone too much that there was no choice but to lose him. It is a story of a woman who in the end falls in love with the very person she had given to another. It is a story of how far a woman scorned will go to seek her revenge.

But revenge isn't sweet, is it? It is in fact very painful and heart rending.

Without giving the story away, this is Angel's viewpoint about what happens inside Desires. She doesn't realize how much the situation affects her deeply until much later, when someone unknowingly touches her very thing she craves.

I don't know about you, but for me at least, this is a different take on a love story. That closest book I can think of that is of a similar vein with respect to writing about the story from the antagonist's point of view is Marion Zimmer Bradley's Mists of Avalon which was written from the female characters' view point, one of who was Morgaine le Fey's. They are by no means the same genre but it gives a glimpse of the reasons for an antagonist's actions and how it affects everyone around her. Ms Gill and Ms Blaise have been able to delve into the psyche of a woman who refused to acknowledge her need to be loved breaking the very rules she created to protect both clients and employees alike.

Despite it being a work written for the erotic genre, this story is a powerful book that can teach us a lesson.

First, everyone has a story to tell. Even a bitch.

Second, jealousy and revenge are not the answers to get the man you want. You cannot force someone to love you when his heart belongs to another. To do otherwise only demeans you.

Third, we have been told time again to love and accept ourselves, warts and all. A man who truly loves a woman will accept her for who she is. But there is also a different kind of self-love that is not only self-destructive but also destroys whatever respect the very people you love have for you. You burn bridges, memories turn sour, and you end up feeling decrepit.

That's not how a woman would want to be remembered, is it?

Touching Angel's Desires will anger you, will make you cheer for the underdog, and will make you feel compassion for someone so scarred she doesn't know how to pick up the pieces unless she reverts to who she once was. Open ended, perhaps Ms Gill and Ms Blaise can write another book for closure?

Only time till tell.

Friday, 24 May 2013

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Thursday, 23 May 2013

Reading A Little Bit Of Everything: Author Spotlight and Interview: Holly J Gill

 I am truly delighted with this recent post by Kerry-Ann, come and over and see what the fuss is about :)

Reading A Little Bit Of Everything: Author Spotlight and Interview: Holly J Gill: About the author (Taken from website) Holly J Gill is a a mum of three, -a  boy Rhys and two daughters Victoria and Alisha - and has b...

Friday, 22 March 2013

Touching Angel's Desires book 2.

OUT NOW!! on Amazon and Secret Cravings Publishing

Strong, confident and firmly in control, Angel’s complacency shatters when she finds herself fighting for her desires.
Touching Angel’s Desires – Angel’s story.

Angel’s life was one, big, long, dream come true. Young, beautiful, sexy, and in charge of Desires—the best sex club in the country. An entire staff of delicious men and delectable women was at her beck and call, ready to indulge her every carnal whim.

When vulnerable abuse survivor Stacie Clifford tentatively approached Desires for help getting her sexual confidence back, Angel had no qualms about assigning her secret favourite Dan McVeigh as her tutor. Gentle and sweet, Dan was just what Stacie needed.

Angel hadn’t realized just how powerful her suppressed feelings for Dan were until she noticed Dan and Stacie were getting on a little too well. Despite Dan’s insistence that all was strictly professional, maybe it was time to persuade Stacie that Desires was not for her. Just how far would Angel go to keep Dan to herself?

No one touched Angel’s Desires.

Tuesday, 12 March 2013


Holly J. Gill and Nikki Blaise

Desires is now available in print on Amazon YAY!!!

We are delighted to announce we have signed a contract with Secret Cravings for Desires Secret due for release in July and Embracing Desires to be released in September concluding the Desires Series of the amazing journey with Dan and Stacie. I do hope you all enjoy reading the books as much as I enjoyed creating them.

Coming very soon Touching Angels Desires the second book in the series!!

Thursday, 14 February 2013


Hello and Welcome to my blog.

 Coming soon Touching Angels Desires book 2 in the Desires series.

Where to find Desires for download

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Sit back back, enjoy and follow the journey with Stacie and Dan.

Thursday, 31 January 2013

 Check out Desires has 3 fantastic 5* and reviews with Nikki Blaise on Amazon UK

Click on link: Desires-ebook


Saturday, 19 January 2013

Sunday, 6 January 2013

Join me!!

For the launch of my first novel with Nikki Blaise Desires. A scorching romantic love story set inside Georgian sex club. Please come and join me also on my FB Author page hollyjgillauthor
for all my latest news.


Coming soon in April with Secret Cravings Publishers, Touching Angels Desires the second book in the series to Desires with Nikki Blaise.

The teaser

Strong, confident and firmly in control, Angel’s complacency shatters when she finds herself fighting for her desires.
Touching Angel’s Desires – Angel’s story.